Can I just be honest for a minute?

I’m having a really bad week. Nothing major has happened, thankfully, but I just feel like I have the weight of the world on my shoulders. I’m dissatisfied with so many things.

Again, nothing major. I’ve just been feeling lonely. I feel like I haven’t made any great friends in Denver, and we’ve lived here almost a year! I want some really good girlfriends. Maybe I need to open up more.

And I HATE my job. It makes me nauseous to get up and go to the office everyday. Every negative thing that happens just piles up and piles up and piles up to the point where even the littlest things devastate me.

Pray that I get out of this negative mindset soon, that I can open up to good friendships here, and that I can figure out my career.

Ugh.

Thanks for listening.

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5 thoughts on “Can I just be honest for a minute?

  1. I’ll be praying for you. I hope your week gets better and I’ll see you on Saturday. Call me if you need to talk.

  2. Jillian – A couple things come to mind. First, if you want to change something, like your job, you can do it. You’ve never failed at anything important in your life. If you want it, work towards it, make it a priority and you will get it. Secondly, Mom met two of her best friends, Mrs. Faris and Mrs. Caulkins through the Newcomers Club. Do they have anything like that near you? Or – health club, art class, cooking class, etc. Something out of the ordinary to look forward to.

  3. I have been there time and again! I think more than anything it’s important to remain positive. Sometimes getting what we want doesnt actually fix the problem. Without optimism, you may not even be able to notice the positive changes! Make sense? Probably not.

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